Your betrayal Fic. (By Bullet For My Valentine)

The rain pours down all around me, I cannot think I cannot feel. Well, not physically anyway. On the inside I am on the verge of tears. My legs are burning as I urge myself to keep them running, moving. It is then that the words appear in my mind.

Am I going Insane? (insane)
My blood is boiling inside my veins
An evil feeling it ticks (it ticks)
My body is aching there is no turning back

Matt Tuck, the singer of such words must have been going through total hell to voice such feelings, such words. I know because now I can relate to them. Even now as I am weaving my way through the dark trees, fleeing, I am jsut realizing the meaning behind these volatile words.

So take your eyes off the trigger,
I'm not to blame if the world turns to black,
As your eyes start to blister,
There's just no hope for our final embrace,
So here we are, I'm in your head,
I'm in your heart!

They did this to me. Death is not the answer, that is what they want for me. I am an unwind, nothing more to them. How dare they make such a decision. To have me ripped apart, harvested, like I'm some kind of animal. I fight back tears as I keep pushing myself harder, farther, Faster. If I keep moving they wont catch me, they can't kill me. There's no time to say goodbye to you, my love. There's nothing left but to run.

You were told to run away,
Soak the place and light the flame,
Pay the price for your betrayal,
Your betrayal, your betrayal.

He only knew the half of it when he wrote that song. He knew nothing of the hurt, nothing of the song. It would only be hours before they realized that I wasn't in the fire. It would only be a few after that before they realized my involvement in the whole thing. They deserved this they had it coming. I will face the charges of murder and they nothing for what they did to me.

I was told to stay away,
Those two words I can't obey,
Pay the price for your betrayal,
Your betrayal, your betrayal.

I slowly creep closer and closer to your home. I know they must be waiting here for me, but I am ready. I need to see you. You are my life, there is nothing without you. I love you.

Is it my turn to die?
My heart is pounding as I say goodbye
So now I dance in the flames
I love you crying and screaming my name.

Its funny because you were the one I could trust, I went to you , I loved you. But only for this hurt, for these feelings. You turned me in, after everything we have been through. I loved you.


You said we'd be forever
How could you kill me and lie to my face
Now that we can't be together
There's just no hope for a final embrace.

The End and a New Beginning

Hello all of you out there in cyberspace,^^

First off I would Like to say Congratulations to all of you who have graduated this year. Whether it be from high school, middle school, elementary school, college or any other graduation I may have left out Congratulations to you all. This acheivement deserves SO many congratulations, Far more than I could ever give just myself.

Many people say that the end of highschool is the end for them, the end of freedom, the end of their lives as it is now. Well, it's much more than an end, it's a whole new beginning. You get to go out into the world and do with it as you may. Whether that means going into the Army like my friend Blackened Denarius, or going off to college like Ryban Dalir.

But no matter what, you still have this, your home. Where your friends and family are, where you grew up, where you went to school those twelve years before college; that is your home and that is what you will always have. People may change, and friendships may be lost. But in the end, through it all the rise and fall, you have us. You will never, EVER be lost to us.

You are born into a family by blood and pulled into another by love. We, are the ones you choose, the ones that reamain in your life forever, along with your true family.

To all of you sitting there reading this,
congratulations.

~Shadow